my unstable state-of-mind
a few days back, mr man went to the funeral of his ex-fiancee’s dad..my reaction?i was soooo damn jealous..yesss…u can call me psychotic plus idiotic person, but hell no..i dun give a hoot what u think about me..i know he’s got nothing to do with her anymore, but i can’t help it ok?!furthermore, its a woman thing la dey..perempuan mana lah tak jeles kalau boifren dia pegi berjumpa dengan bekas tunangannya (x-tunang tuh kalau x-gf takpe lagi)tak kiralah apa urusan walaupun di tanah perkuburan..thanks to my ex for making me having this ridiculous inferiority complex..only god knows what i have been through..no need to explain what happen between me and my ex, the damage has been done..i pity mr man because he has to deal with my kegilaan and he is such a sweet man for being true to me..babe, i love you lots!! (iyerrr..under,silalah muntah!hahaha ..) omigod..seriously i need professional help!!!any shrink that can tolerate with my kegilaan? 
p/s: to mr. man’s ex-fiancee, if u happen to read this,sorry to hear about your dad and do forgive me..i have nothing against u girl..as i said before, it is because of my inferiority complex…gilalah shelly….
January 12th, 2008 at 6:14 am
hahahahah shelly ooi…kalu aku pon mesti ade skit jeleslah…especially kalu ade history nih.
Takpe…ko normal. Tak perlu consult…cuma kena learn to control.
But don’t worrylah…Mr Man tuh ok. Tak mcm tooooot…ko tau ex sape kan?? kan?? Muntah?? aku loya jerlah…tp under aku taksure….wakakakakakaka. But I am happy for both of you!! Muah Muah!!
January 14th, 2008 at 7:54 am
aku rasa normal kot.aku penah naik hantu sebab jumpa sms kekasih lama dalam handphone.padahal nak ex tapi nak jugak menaga.
so takyah jumpa sesape. jumpe jelah mr man kau
January 14th, 2008 at 11:09 pm
iena - shadaaapppp..hehehe..ko tau aritu aku tolong mak dia kat dapur..gila menggelupurlah aku sampai aku tak reti mcmana nak potong sayur kangkung..aku tgk kangkung tuh pon rupa dia macam aku tak penah tengok je…gila bodoh!!hahaha.tapi takpa..selamba je lah kan?hahha
chics - aku dah menaga last week sbb aku baca msg2 kat phone dia..memanglah dia tak melayan tapi nak buat cana kan??naluri keperempuanan ku kompem mengamoklah..hehehe..mmg aku tak sabar nak jumpa dia..mau ngedate..hehe
January 15th, 2008 at 1:50 pm
aku mewakili pihak lelaki…tidak faham perasaan wanita..noktah noktah noktah
February 18th, 2008 at 2:14 am
Aku sokong Amri.. Tapi ntah mcm mana aku paham lak pemikiran si shelly ni.. Damn, girl..